Thanks for your reply, Sandra123. My partner has been great through all this and will come with me to the appointment. He's trying to keep me positive and I'm still trying to hold onto some hope but I feel like my body is telling me it won't be good news. Painkillers aren't helping with my aches and pains which only adds to the worry that it's something serious. I'll let you know how it goes, it should be Friday x

Hi Ch1963,

I'm sorry to hear that's how your appointment went, sending positive thoughts your way, too, for Thursday. This waiting is driving me crazy. I think if it wasn't for what I feel like physically at the moment I would be feeling a bit more hopeful x

Hi everyone,

It's been a while so please update me with anything and hello to any newbies. Promise I will be better this year. I havent had a chance to read everyone's posts just had a lot going on so just darting in to let you all know I'm still going. Happy new year to you all. Been told Vinnie has a heart murmur and has to have further investigations so has scan on the 13th. I know my herceptin drug causes heart problems and I was having them before I knew I was pregnant so cant help but think its because of that. Anyway will keep you all updated. Will have a read of everyone's posts in a few days when  I'm a bit more settled as I've feel ivr neglected all my cyber friends :-( anyways vinnie had a lovely xmas and loves his baths now so here's a pic xx

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Oh such a cutie! He’s growing up to fast to though!! X 

Hi Dizzle welcome back hope your Christmas, New year went well we we're starting to get worried about you all. Lovely pic here from you. Thanks. Love... Billy xxx 

Hi all hope all my lovely ladies haven't deserted me, or are you still getting over the Christmas spirit?? Hoping you all as well as can be, thinking of you...... Love Billy xxx

P.s i know some of you need your beauty sleep but don't overdo it. (^_-)^_^

Hi Billy..... me ol buddy ...

Don't worry, they will pop by ... it's probly those January blues ... well keep it going in between ...

Dizzle ... that little vinny is so so cute ...  he's gonna be fighting the girls off as he grows ...

Cournishpastie.... would love to know how your doing ... miss ya ....

So big hi to Sandra and co ... and good ol Billy.... hope your all o.k ... 

Here's to kicking cancers butt....  Chrissie  

Hey all hope everyone is coping ok as can be. 2020 is here and am determined not to let anything get me down but my faithful companion fatigue has come to me yesterday and today with wide massive open arms and left me home lying here watching nothing and something when I can. Sigh.....

So work was missed by me just trying to do normal things and still not able. But 3 years and still going so not all bad.

Ladies cold weather is coming so keep warm and do things that make you happy. Make 2020 about you - not any one else.x

Oh my Dizzel what a little star he is ️ Love a pic of him ... so uplifting.

hope you yourself is doing well me dear. As always it's lovely to hear from you x