Evening peeps 

the wanderer returneth :D

looks like it has been pretty quiet on here ... I hope that is good. Anywhose... just to say hope everyone had found some good in their days. 

Bad :- dreading getting on the scales tomorrow cos every day I’ve had full English, pub lunch and 3 course evening meals :D whatever I weigh... totes worth it;) ... oh nd copious amounts of all things alcohol partook of too ;-)

while away we were held up in traffic for 1.5 hrs due to a head on collision ( we were scarily close to it) we were told by the police there were no fatalities ( thankfully). 

Gotta live life t the full peeps it’s not just cancer that can steal our precious short time on this earth ️

good :- well... food, drink, spar sessions, highland walks, breathtaking scenery, music, dancing and above all wonderful, belly laugh, love and pure joy with my 2 daughters... I am blessed. 

Be kind to yourselves and a shoulder squeeze to those newly diagnosed and those continuing treatment. Hang in there.... you are stronger than you think and can do this ️ X

Cornish that sounds dreadful. They are worried my new medication is slowing my heartbeat down. I keep having ecg’s. Maybe it is Lee’ new meds which are the cause. I hope they get to the bottom of it.

Hi dragonfly. Yes it was. I thought he was having a stroke. It's looking like it was the meds. He has an appointment with GP for this week as I want him off those ones if they do this. Hope your situation gets sorted out. It's all so hard isn't it. X

Hi Cornish

Sorry I missed your post last night. You must have been worried out of your mind, also your nine year old. What an awful shock!  My husband had three similar sessions to that, although he didn’t lose consciousness but had terrific chest pains. It turned out to be pneumonia in his case but the battery of tests and waiting at the hospital for the results is both frightening and wearing. Brave lady. Don’t forget  to look after yourself as well as him. If you need to have the day off to look after him and you can arrange it, do it. I found that I was no use at work and was just there in body. Nothing worthwhile got done. If not is there anyone who can just pop in to sit with him for part of the day?

Chin up..... You can work through this, you know you can. I hope his meds are sorted soon and things quieten a little. Thinking of you.

Sundial

Sorry cornish I had a really early night last night so I too missed your post. 

How utterly scary for you all. Bless your husband collapsing and your daughter hysterical.... I cannot conceive how helpless and devastatingly frightened you must have been. 

Thankfully they both had you there ️

Hope everything gets sorted for your husband and that your daughter is feeling reassured and coping as well as she can. 

If you went to work and can’t settle then speak with your manager and go back home. As sundial says ... being at work isn’t always your best option. 

Thinking of you all lass. Deep breaths x

Morning peeps 

bad:- none yay!

good:- no school run today so washing in and sat in warm conservatory with gingerbread latte nd a cream cake ( breakfast of gods :D ).

hey up me spring box is still in full bloom and oh my when I walked in the room .... the fabulous smell of the hyacinths ( which it turns out are white with a green tip on the end ... who knew).  So last pic I promise of said box because I have broke my duck and got it through to fruition... a 1st for me so well chuffed. Henceforth I shall be known as she of the green fingers.... ok possibly not;) :D

havas good a day as you can peeps x

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Bootiful.....

Sundial

Picture to make you smile. Didn’t need green fingers to grow this one. :-)

Sundial

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:D :D :D

eeee sundial honestly I was buzzing when I saw it :D

those of the true green fingers affiliations will think seriously.... she’s got t b kidding ( let’s face it ... it’s 3 hyacinth bulbs nd 6 mini daffodil bulbs):D I am however also the lady who planted 200 ( yes 200) mixed bulbs along my back boarder in the garden a few yrs back and not a single one... nix...nada came up. No not one of ..... 200 .... that’s my usual proficiency level. :|

Anywhose me dear .... I read your checkup went well in as much they were happy with you :)

Also your husband has got the go ahead for his op...going with u have mixed feelings of relieved but scared at the same time. It’s hard being the bystander... helpless to those we love as they go through difficult things. Just try to remember how it will help his pain in the long run. Still lass a shoulder squeeze for you ️ X