Hi Sandra,

Welcome to Cancer Chat. I am sorry to hear about your recent diagnosis.You are doing well by trying to cope one day at a time.The first letter you received today wasn't so bad.. It is going to remove the cancer in your breast and give you the chance to live a normal life once all this treatment is over, so the sooner you start the sooner you'll be finished with it all. The second was a definite bonus.

What surgery are you going to have - a lumpectomy or a mastectomy?

I have had 2 bouts of primary breast cancer. The first was diagnosed 7 years ago and the second the following year. Have you got a treatment plan in place post-surgery?

Please stay in touch. Remember, there is always someone here whenever you feel like talking.

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Hi Jolamine.

Thanks for the reply. 

I have 2 small lumps in my R breast (no one can feel them nor is there any outward change to be seen nor pain. Caught on routine screening).

They are grade 1 and grade  2 both invasive cancers. On MRI my lymph nodes look clear.

I am having a lumpectomy on the 21st as a day case. They are hoping to make 1 incision to get to both but will re assess on day. They are also taking 2 sentinel nodes for biopsy just in case. 

After the op all things being equal I am to have radiotherapy mon to fri for 3 wks.

Wow how matter of fact does it all sound in the written word when it is so not.

7yrs post diagnosis - I tip my hat to you Jolamine. When we are first diagnosed it's like our lives ended in that moment. This is so not true "living with Cancer" never a truer word.

take care Jolamine 

Sandra x

Ouch

Morning peeps 

re yr query about fatigue:-

I don’t know if it was because I was retired so work wasn’t hanging over my head ( and more importantly the financial implications that went with it) but I never felt particularly tired or fatigued. 

Don’t get me wrong when 1st diagnosed I felt like - well....,like someone had suddenly removed all the bones in my body.

I found this site the next day. Everyone was saying don’t google, don’t think ahead, live each day as it comes, keep busy..... they were right. I followed this this brilliant advice and....it really and I mean really helped. Pretty much there nd then thought ...ok let’s look this in the eye nd stare it down!

Everyone is different of course but for me this attitude to it “all” worked for me.

Each day when I went for my radiotherapy while in the waiting room I always chatted to the others sitting waiting for their turn ( only occasionally saw the same people). At some point I always asked how they were feeling. Some said tired, some a bit tired, some fine no tiredness at all ( this one was me too even by the end of treatment  I was... fine). So...everyone is different- it’s why we always say “well for me - or my experience was”. Here’s to your experience being as positive as possible me dear. We are here for the good days and of course the darker bad days. Just know however u feel we are here for you . X

Thanks Chrissie. Yes am just gearing myself up for it. Been told I will be in overnight and needing a week off work to recover so am working on that at the moment. Have pre OP booked in so it's just sit and wait now. Although I feel quite strong I've had an outbreak of eczema on my eyelid and torso of all places and have a stress muscular shoulder blade pain. I'm also not getting an uninterrupted nights sleep. But I think this is just the physical reaction to the shock of the initial diagnosis. Im actually surprising myself as I always thought I'd go to pieces if ever diagnosed with cancer as my mum passed from cancer (bladder) when I was 24. Onwards as they say. X

Wow Sandra sounds like your body was kind to you after your op. Fingers crossed I will get through as well. I forgot to buy the lottery ticket lol. Will have to get one at the weekend. 

Omg Nikki me too with the wanting to sleep all the time. I think it's my body's way of dealing with the initial shock which is stopping me getting an uninterrupted nights sleep (No wonder I'm tired lol). When I need to sleep I really need to sleep and have to lie down. Keeping occupied is a good idea. I've a full pamper day booked with my daughter's for Easter Monday at my daughter's house (she's a qualified beautician). I've already had a facial at claims...and am going yo book a spa day for after the op once healed. I had booked up to see Alexander oneil mid April but as it is 5 days after my op I am not hopeful about going. How about you. Are you planning any nice things to do in the lead up to your op and after?

Hi Jolamine. Yes a shock it was. I'm over the shock now but it does still feel a bit like it's all happening to someone else. 

You've definately had a journey haven't you. That must have been quite awful getting through it for it to come back the following year. Eight years on you sound like a tower of strength. 

They are definately talking about hormone therapy foe me too as I'm ER+ fingers crossed nothing will be in the nodes and the margins will be clear. Just the radiotherapy then which I'm not too worried about as it's chemo that has worse side effects. 

I will keep you all updated after the 13th april. Have my pre op appointment on 3rd April and it speed by then. 

If I have any rough days in the lead up I will call on you lovely ladies as you are all living proof that this can be beaten physically and mentally x

Ye I'm booked in for my nails this Friday coming hopefully do something easter Sunday I'm at the doctors tomorrow see why I'm so tired all the time might treat myself to a pamper day before my op my friend owns a beauty shop when I found out I had cancer I felt to pieces cryed for days still so have the odd cry when I'm feeling down my partner has been an absolute diamond he's the positive one the strong one xx

I think it's completely understandable that you've cried. I saw my gp about the fatigue Friday. She's given me a short prescription but I've not filled it yet. Enjoy your nails hun x

Sometimes I ask why me what have I done for this to happen to me the surgeon is giving me 2 weeks off work getting the lump removed and lymph nodes hopefully they get all of it x

Evening me dear 

Wow u are being kept in overnight.... my hosp - we didn’t even get a bed! Went in and got an allocated chair lol. Walked to the op theatre but they did give us a wheelchair back... to our chairs lol. Nurse asked how I felt - said fine. Pop ur clothes on then and I’ll bring u some tea nd toast. Got dressed had tea nd toast - they took my BP then said t ring to b picked up to go home. When daughter text t say arrived nurse walked with me to the car nd waved me off. :-)  :-) :-) 

 I was at the shops ( again) 3 days after op nd bumped into one of the ladies who were in the same day case room as me. She too was doing really well nearly didn’t catch her cos she was walking at such a rate of knots ( she’s  70 yrs young:-)

Go u treating yourself... love it:-). I finished treatment in the nov then was Xmas so in the Jan went on a wks spa break.....bliss:-)

Nd just gotta b said...aren’t daughters just the best:-)

Evening me dear 

Wow u are being kept in overnight.... my hosp - we didn’t even get a bed! Went in and got an allocated chair lol. Walked to the op theatre but they did give us a wheelchair back... to our chairs lol. Nurse asked how I felt - said fine. Pop ur clothes on then and I’ll bring u some tea nd toast. Got dressed had tea nd toast - they took my BP then said t ring to b picked up to go home. When daughter text t say arrived nurse walked with me to the car nd waved me off. :-)  :-) :-) 

 I was at the shops ( again) 3 days after op nd bumped into one of the ladies who were in the same day case room as me. She too was doing really well nearly didn’t catch her cos she was walking at such a rate of knots ( she’s  70 yrs young:-)

Go u treating yourself... love it:-). I finished treatment in the nov then was Xmas so in the Jan went on a wks spa break.....bliss:-)

Nd just gotta b said...aren’t daughters just the best:-)

Wow Sandra. I love you got an allocated chair!!!! My daughter's have been amazing. One was with me on day I got results as my partners uncle was getting buried that day so I made him go. I'm learning fast that a positive attitude and treats to look forward to are the way to beat what this thing wants to do to your spirit. I just hope I keep this up and it's not just a big front with nothing to back it up lol x

Yup chair... it’s tough up North u know lol.

Ah my daughter was with me when I got my results too... then other daughter took a wks leave to b with me after op ( which apparently meant she was chauffeur to the pub that wk... a lot lol).

You wring out with both hands every moment of joy to be had you and yours deserve it x