Hello !

First of all I suggest to take it one day at the time, anticipation will do you no good, nutrition is essential you have to eat it's a must, as for your husband maybe you could ask a family member to step in or somebody that he respect's to set him straight and to backoff, you didn't ask for this  now as for your exhaustion try to sleep as much as you can if you feel the need.

I know it's a hard time (believe me) so focus all your energy's on yourself now is the time to be selfish, put yourself first your kids will thank you for it down the road.

Merino from Canada

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Nobody in my family have really taken it seriously as mine is skin or started out as that. They don't realise how serious or aggressive it is because it's not a known cancer. They don't believe you can die from it even when I was told that another couple of months untreated and I would have been. I will see about some counselling. Thank you. What was your pain like with the radio? They told me I will have trouble swallowing and eating. 

I think I'm gonna go for counselling. My family have not taken my cancer serious as it's not a known cancer. They don't realise how serious my cancer is. Just feel I'm banging my head against a brick wall. I will try to eat but my appetite has gone. Not eaten since Friday. 

Top of the morniong to you !

If you have a blender try making yourself some healthy smoothie's they are great

1) 2 cups of milk

2) 1  egg

3) 3 tbs of naturel greek yougurt

4) a handfull of blueberry's or strawberry's, banana

5) a pinch of cinamon

optional: few cubes of ice

Breakfast of Champions :)

p.s. I don't know how it works in the UK with your health system but couselling seem's like a great idea

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Merino