Second time but this tumour more aggressive. On my own scared and frightened. Tumour taken chemo commencing although I now have a urine infection.

I am in bed trying to calm myself not easy.

I I have to face the world and not fall apart

To all those people out there  it would be nice to talk.

 Myname is Janet I am 61 and have had a tumour removed  6weeks ago at the Chutchill hospital Oxforf. I am about to start chemo but am waiting to find out if it will be postponed as I have a urine infection. it has been a very hard and scarey road.

I hav had to put my dad into a home at  the moment as I can't really cope with him at the moment. I feel very alone and scared.