Hi I am amy I had cancer 8 years ago which they also managed to treat , mine has just come back and there is nothing they can do this time. I'm 34 and have the same problem getting my head it. ( diagnosed in February this year 1-2 years . I have a  lovely family too but to feel alone too. They want to be supportive but I don't want to bother them. They are dealing with a lot them selves. I've just started therapy through the hospice and although it is hard and making things very real I know it will help. Have you looked into support groups at your local hospice , people might not have the same cancer but do understand more and there may be people there in similar situations. Don't know if this is helpful or not , first time I've put anything on here  amy xxx 

thank you amy for replying to me ,sorry to hear about you ,i is so hard to get your head round it when it comes bk i had done so well for 17 years,of being clear ,i am going to try and find a surport group i have a nurse ar the hospital she is so lovely ,but its just the lonely feeling ,i know its hard but keep your chin up ,thats what i try to do ,i get bad days and a few good,i live in birmingham dont know where you are but thank you very for chatting to me sue50 x

thank you amy for replying to me ,sorry to hear about you ,i is so hard to get your head round it when it comes bk i had done so well for 17 years,of being clear ,i am going to try and find a surport group i have a nurse ar the hospital she is so lovely ,but its just the lonely feeling ,i know its hard but keep your chin up ,thats what i try to do ,i get bad days and a few good,i live in birmingham dont know where you are but thank you very for chatting to me sue50 x