my dear friends   

I don't know where to start or what to say.

My title says it all. As you all know since my

Cancer I had 3 strokes and have been battling 

With mobility which gets me down and hard to 

Cope with way I am. 

Then my health got worse with troubles with my liver which I'm waiting biopsys to see if it's the bigC , then to top it off I saw cancer doctor on Thursday who told me after looking at X-rays and not being able to move knee that ive got to have more majour surgery, why is life so unfair?