Had really bad news today. I have extensive spread in nodes and the cancer has also metastasized to my brain. Gosh this is scary - hubby and I are numb! X
Hi max
Been thinking about you and your big heart, despite your own mo u mental struggle, you still think of others and have a gentle and reassuring word for us all. I just wondered how you were...
Take care
Gaynor xx
Hello my dear forum buddies - I cant thank you enough for your support and am sorry I have been absent for a while - was a bit lost for a few weeks but now accepting the new situation and coming to terms with it.
I have had the go-ahead for brain cyberknife and have had preparations - the treatment will be on Wednesday this week. I havent felt too well but have had a much better day today thank goodness. Apart from a harsher chemo regime starting on the 13th, I really dont know what else may be done over the next few weeks to try and stabilise me a little - but I will let you know when I can. Our lovely daughter and her boyfriend have decided to marry within the next 3months - so that is wonderful news!
Sending so much love to you all and know that I am so lucky to have you all routing for me. Take care x
Not surprised you needed a bit of time out there..although we missed you!
Delighted they have agreed to a bit of CK and with another bash of chemo. Should give the Big C a "Back off for a bit, I've got a wedding to get to!"
They wouldn't do CK for my boy cos they didn't think he would have long enough to get the benefit of it.. I am really pleased that they have reckoned it's not your time yet!
Bumping along....it took me a long time to find my soul mate and it is VERY hard not to have him around. But I really feel in many ways that he is still with me... the "extra" time we had to make those special memories are priceless. I look forward to seeing those wedding pics of you in your finery!
