After a successful removal of a bowel tumour 12 months ago, I had one dose of oxitaliplatin with 5FU. I was so ill, physically and mentally that I had to stop and I have refused any more chemo. If I have a shorter life, so be it. Now I have secondary peritoneal cancer and there's nothing to be done. I wonder if there are other people in this position? I don't regret my decision one bit. I'd love to hear from others. Am I brave or foolish? Mary