Hi Redlizzie

I to have ovarian cancer diagnosed in Jan 2009. I had 3 lots of chemo, operation, and another 3 lots of chemo.

The main problems I had with the chemo were gross taste in mouth and nothing tasted like it should, neuropathy of fingers and feet, these got worse with each chemo, but taste improved after about 6 weeks, fingers and feet improved but I still have neuropathy in my left foot (and right but only when I walk!). Hair loss - very slow to grow back and now have corkscrew curls! Tiredness but only realised how bad once I returned to work!

Most of the complications I had with chemo have been rare ones but then I only got diagnosed with ovarian cancer due to a rare autoimmune disease! I developed arterial bloods clots (aortic settling in left Femeral artery) just before my 4th dose, had daily blood thining injections but still developed another clot 5 days after the 6th dose! The onchologist/haematologist aren't sure if its cancer or chemo related and they don't seem to have personally come across it before so please don't worry about it!

I would be interested in hearing about plans for followup when you get that far.

Best of luck

Jackie

Jackie,

I am worried about you as I have not heard anything from you and the other Ladies..xxxx

Rose you are certainly going through the mill, you are always in my thoughts!!

Cellutis is so painful, hopefully the antibiotics will sort it out quickly.

I do hope this round of chemo works for you, it is hard for you having tried so many, fingers and everything else crossed for you. The tiredness is understandable, it has been a very long road for you.

Big hugs chuckie egg xxxxxxx (geordie endearment lol)

By the way my swollen legs are a boon, they take the wrinkles out of the calves lol......I really can't complain about anything!!!!!

Jackie it is great to hear your blood tests came back good!!

Hopefully no more colds for you, they can be very wearing, we need the nice weather to come now, I am looking forward to light evenings.

I have heard that being bald is in the 'in thing' lol.....I can't believe how little it has bothered me, going out wigless was the best thing for me, I do have very short hair now, waiting for it to thicken on top, bald is better than looking like Friar Tuck haha.

hugsss Dot xxxxxxx

Hi Rose,

Great to hear from you and sorry about your  cellulitis Hope you begin to improve .....

Isabella is 7 months now, it soon goes doesn't it ?

I would like to ask you and the others if any of you have pain ( not bad but a twinge ) were your ovaries were ? I keep having one on my right side were the tumour was...Plus my bladder is feeling full all the time. Any feedback would be great.

We will def meet soon Rose as soon as the weather and you improve...

   Eileen xxxx

Hi Jackie, I'm new on the forum and came across all your posts re ovarian cancer. Your story is very similar to mine and I just felt the need to contact you. I was diagnosed Dec 2009, 6 lots chemo Feb - May 2010 then full op in June. Felt great, 3 monthly checkup OK and back to work.

Then check up in Feb 2011 showed raised ca125 levels and yes its back. Just started 2nd round of chemo and am taking part in the ICON 6 trial with a new drug called Cediranib that cuts off the blood supply to the tumours, hopefully. I think you've had two lots of chemo haven't you?

Been thru all the 'why me' scenarios, feel really cheated to be fighting it again after all I've been thru (had breast cancer 16 years ago too, apparently unrelated just unlucky I guess). Scared about what the future holds and feel so alone sometimes.

Glad to know your check up went OK.

Sue

  Hi Sue

shame about the circumstances but nice to hear from you! Yes I finished my second lot of chemo in Oct, only had 8 months between 1 and 2nd lot but do feel this one may keep me going longer! The fact you are involved in a trail is generally considered to be better (closer monitoring etc) so fingers crossed this will work well for you. I have heard about the drugs that limit/stop the blood supply to the tumour but I would be excluded due to the clotting disorder I developed, never-the-less I hope the trial is successful as it would give further treatment options to many people.

The only time I thought why me was immediately followed by why not me? I'm not any different to anyone else and cancer is random, just one of those things. To be honest I refuse to worry about something I can't change, life's to short so I enjoy what I can! No need to feel lonely, just pop on here and the ladies (and 1 man!) will support you through the dark times. As to what the future holds who knows? just look at Japan and you realise that none of us know when our times up or when our lives will be turned upside down for whatever reason, I know I will probably not have to worry about old age, senility or nursing homes but in the meantime my body is not telling me I've lost the fight and till it does I live as I always have! Guess I can't cope with constantly thinking I've got cancer and I'm dying sooner rather than later, time to cross that bridge when my body starts to tell me . I refused a prognosis as in my eyes its a guess based on that doctors experience, of other people (not me!!!) and it acts as a countdown, I couldn't cope counting the months/days and thinking I've only got x,y,z, left and what about when you pass the sell by date!!!!!!!!!! It just wasn't for me and would have destroyed my positive self, I would urge anybody who is offered a prognosis to consider it very carefully.

Eileen - no I've never had any abdominal pain and my bladder has been a lot larger since the op if you see what I mean .  Can't see any reason why you should have ovary pain, but the bladder may be due to a urinary infection. have you mentioned it to your Dr? if not then I would (GP if not due for any other appointments soon).

My oncologist is now measuring my CA125 every 3 months (after the first lot of chemo he said that they don't treat blood results or scans as research had shown that the same results came from waiting for symptoms to develop). I am assuming as my symptoms are far from normal he don't trust me to tell him when they are back . Actually he's probably right as I felt we jumped in to quick with treatment this time!

Enough wandering

Take care all

Jackie

xxxx

Hi Eileen,

I had tumours in both of my ovaries and had twinges in both, also the odd twinge where the stitches are, it is always wise to check with your Doc if you are concerned. My tum also swells up all the time, but haven't notice bladder probs. It is nine months since I had my op, doesn't time fly lol.

Hugs xxxxxx

Hi Everyone,

Hope you are all ok?

I've had a pretty rough weekend, but I knew it was coming. Same side effects as the 1st cycle, aching joints, tiredness, numbness and constipation again. Oh and a horrible metallic taste in my mouth. Still I'm feeling a bit perkier now and looking forward to having a good couple of weeks ahead.

Sharon - I hope you are feeling better now? It's funny how we all get different side effects, I haven't had any of the sickness or loo probs - more the other way with being bunged up!

John - How is Mary getting on? Yes my hair fell out very fast in the end. The nurse did say it was normal for that to happen. I'm on the standard Carbo/Taxol every 3 weeks for six cycles. Then three monthly check ups after that. I had tumours on both ovaries and had hysterectomy last Nov. They say it's all been removed and this is a mop up, to make sure there's nothing hanging around.

Hope all you other ladies are doing ok, and have had a good weekend? We've had fabulous sunshine it makes such a difference.

Love Sarah x 

Hi Sue, and welcome to the forum.

I hadn't heard of Cediranib before, so this could be a promising development and I will watch with interest. I see from your post in that 25% of patients will receive a placebo as part of this clinical trial, so it's going to be difficult to know how successful it is until the results are published. But we may get some idea if there are a few patients contributing to that thread. I can understand why you have volunteered, this being your second time must of course be disappointing. It's too subjective to say why some stay "all clear" for longer than others, we all just try to do the right things (whatever they are) and hope it all works out ok. I hope that you keep posting here and keep us up to date with your experiences, and I wish you all the best with the treatment.

@Jackie - I was thinking the same as you while watching the awful news footage of the Japanese tsunami. Life can be so fragile and none of us know what is in store for us, so if you're feeling good, enjoy each day as much as you can.

@Sarah - I thought you were on the standard regimen of CarboTaxol but wasn't sure. There may be a reason that "dose-dense" is not suitable for you, but It may be worth enquiring about the "Japanese regimen" with your oncologist, it is basically the same as what you're doing, but the Taxol dose is spread over 3 weeks. Mary only has blood tests and clinic 3 weekly (at the start of each cycle).

Update on Mary - She survived my lamb curry and she felt fine by Saturday, so we still went to the party! Everyone was pleased to see her and said how good she looked. We had a few dances and stayed until the end. Got home about 12.45 and were having toast and hot chocolate in bed at 1am!! This afternoon we went out for a family meal, as our youngest son was home from Uni for the weekend. It's finally caught up with her now and she's feeling very tired, but then so am I!

This coming Thursday, Mary will be half way through her treatment. I'm hoping she will still be feeling as good by the end of it in May, as it's her 50th Birthday in July and I think she deserves a party!

Best wishes to all of you,

John

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Thanks Jackie, it does help to know that you're not alone in all this cos sometimes thats how it feels. I try to be upbeat and positive when I'm with other people and generally I do feel that way, but then people go home and the door shuts and you're climbing the walls. I'm trying to work thru the chemo (combination of annual leave and flxible working) so hoping that will at least keep my mind off it some of the time. Just collected my new wig today in readiness for my hair coming out at weekend - if it lasts that long, I'm thinking of shaving it all off before then anyway. I will keep popping on the forum, nice to hear how other people are going on with all this!

I'm at Christies by the way - is anyone else?

John, thanks for your reply too and your wishes.

Sue

Hi Sue, and welcome i was just like you at first then i found this wonderful site with all these amazin people!.

who are always here to give you advice listen to you moan any time day or night!. so feel free.

i collected my wig last week [i thlnk thats when it hit me] see this is my 2nd course of chemo but i never

lost my hair with the first one.and ive always had a dislike to wigs so this is gonna be tough for me.

maybe il be brave and not even wear it! anyway take care where always here.

BIG HUGS.Sharon.[julygirl58] xx

Hi Sue, and welcome i was just like you at first then i found this wonderful site with all these amazin people!.

who are always here to give you advice listen to you moan any time day or night!. so feel free.

i collected my wig last week [i thlnk thats when it hit me] see this is my 2nd course of chemo but i never

lost my hair with the first one.and ive always had a dislike to wigs so this is gonna be tough for me.

maybe il be brave and not even wear it! anyway take care where always here.

BIG HUGS.Sharon.[julygirl58] xx