HI ALL - Well, I had my scan yesterday and I AM IN REMISSION!!! Now, I of course am THRILLED and am sure you are ALL happy for me, however I have had a hard time posting this with the bad news...BUT, then I said to myself - If I can just let them know there is HOPE!!!! AND THERE IS - I am keeping it short as there is not more for me to say...Docotr every 3 months, my port flushed every 6 weeks - I asked for a blood test in six weeks, when port is flushed, and my nurse is more than happy to do so...that way I have a clue of where my #'s are as well as if anything is "off" - I will know then - I will still be here to offfer my prayers, my thoughts, my aches and pains, and best wishes for ALL of you....XXXXXXXOOOOOOOO - Becky

Ata girl Becky.That is such great news and dont ever feel as if you cannot tell good news.This is what keeps us focussed :love:

Get the wine in and have a fab weekend,you deserve it !!

Rose xxxx

Hi Dot

Hope your enjoying yourself in Kent with your daughter and grandchildren!

Still thinking of you. Don't know how long your gone for but will keep the thread active till you return!!!

Hi Jayne

Thinking of you to and waiting for news!

Love to all

Jackie xxxx

Hi Jackie

Im ok thanks. I havent posted anything on this site recently as I just wanted to wait until I had something positive to say. However, I am now inoperable and they are hoping to start me on a low dose of chemo on thurs. I haver had many complications this past week and have been in hospital all the time.

Love to you and everyone

Jayne x x x x x x x x

Hi Jayne

Nice to hear from you even if the news wasn't welcome. Hopefully the chemo will help your symptoms, when are they talking of letting you home? or does that depend on your symptoms responding?

Take and stay positive though it must be neigh on impossible. Will be thinking of you espicially on Thurs

Take care and all the best

Jackie xxxx

Hi Jayne

Sorry that you are still in hospital.You really are having a terrible time.I hope it is a good hospital and that they are looking after you.Sending you a big hug and loads of good wishes.Hope things improve soon ;)

Rose xxx

Hi Jayne,

sorry to hear you are still in hospital and having such a rough time of it, my thoughts are with you. As Jackie says, try and stay positive and I know how hard that can be. Please post if you need to talk, even if you haven't heard anything new. Big hugs xx

Jackie I only went for the day, I really enjoyed watching the kids having a good time. I have been doing meditations and found them very soothing, I normally can't keep my mind still but they have helped a lot.

Rose great to see you post hope you are doing good.

I am concerned about Eileen, haven't heard from her in a few days, I know she was worried about going back into hospital, hopefully she is just taking it easy.

Hi to anyone I have missed.

Lots of love to all Dot xxxxxxx

Jackie & Rose

Not sure when I will be allowed to go home. Yes it depends on the chemo. But Im not really fit enough for chemo but its the only option. My children are all in their 20's and I hate to put them thru all of this. They are my precious little babies. I have one grandaughter who will soon be 3 and another one due in end of sept. I have set up a sweepstake to guess the sex, date of birth and weight of the baby and all proceeds are going to Cancer Research. Its got off to a cracking start. xx

Hi Dot,

And Ladies' I am still here and have avoided Hospital so far, but its been a struggle this time. I have been in bed since last Friday but I think I am coming to the end of it now...

I am glad your sounding better now and the healing seems to have cleared your bad thoughts...xx I have been emailing Jackie as she put her own email address on post. I was intrigued to see she has the same maiden name as me and her first name is the same as my cousin. Anyway we are not related but I suppose could be. But I feel we are all related on here now so that's nice. Sorry you have been worried about me but I have felt so ill. I have my blood count tomorrow so as I asked Jackie it should show if anything is lurking about.

Jayne I am sorry you are still in Hospital, and I hope you are feeling better soon. Hi Rose and anyone else I have forgot.

Will look forward to posts coming today...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx:love:

Hello everybody. I got back home last night and ploughed through a mountain of washing. Oh for a nice sunny day. Had to dry indoors.

Been for my 5th chemo today and have not had the paclitaxol as my fingers were getting affected with neuropathy. Probably have a reduced dose on my 6th one on 25th August. I am hoping the aches stay away this time as it is probably the taxol which causes them. Time will tell. Anyway we are going back to the Dales to the caravan tomorrow - got to do my ironing first ugh.....

I have read through the posts and was very upset to hear your news Dot and Jayne. Hang on in there. I met a lady with inoperable lung cancer given 18months and that was in 2004. So there is HOPE....

That was really good news Becky so pleased for you.

The nearer I get to my last chemo I am getting apprehensive about scan. Anyway what will be will be. I cant do anything about it.

Hope you are feeling better Eilleen.

Also thinking of you Jackie and Rose.

Hope I haven't forgotten anybody. I have continued to think and pray for you all whilst away.

Take care everyone, keep positive and strong.. Will be back 24th August unless the rains dont go away in which case we will be back sooner. Cant believe we still have a hose pipe ban and they have closed one of the canal links because of lack of water. Obviously wrong kind of rain falling in the wrong place.........

Love, hugs and xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxs to you all.

Hi Ladies

Jayne- hope the chemo improves you and you are one of the lucky ones and can tolerate it well despite not really being 'fit' enough. My experience (both times) is that it works quickly and as I am assuming its your bowel causing the problems I will pray that it attacks that one first! I understand that you don't want to put others through this but they also don't want to see you go through it, I think a happy medium is you accept the treatment your happy with and withdraw once your not. Provided you family understand you reasoning they will support you however its got to be about you because (in my experience with relatives) they have trouble excepting the person they love declining treatment because you don't want to put them through something (they want to prove they will put up with anything for you cos they love you as much as you do them, hope that makes sense).

Eileen - how did the blood results go or do you have to wait till next week for the results? Well done in staying out of hospital OK you spent a long time in bed but at least it was your own!!!

Hilary - This time round I've been given Doxil instead of Taxol and have had NO problems with hands or feet, so I think your right however (for me) the effects of the Taxol took a long time to wear off, in fact my left foot is still a bit weird! Have fun in the caravan and fingers crossed its neither to wet or too dry!!!!!!!

Dot - hope things are 'normalising' for you. Glad the meditation works for you. Have you felt any positive effects from the chemo?

Second dose of chemo tom, bloods all normal so no excuses, hair on the way out but happy to shave when it starts annoying me!

None of us will pass through this journey unchanged, all of us have fears about treatments and the future, not all of us will make it (sorry ) but we have each other for support, through good, bad and B++++++ awful times and in my eyes its the least we can do for each other because we understand and its also invaluable to all of us.

Obviously having an odd moment sorry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Keep fighting it ladies its the only way

Love and Hugs

Jackie xxxxxxxxxxxx

Message was edited by: Plaxie forgot the spell check and reading my previous posts its desperately needed!

Hi all you lovely ladies,I wont name you in case I miss someone,

Just wanted to share my good news .As you know i have been out of sorts with the trial drug,really breathless and wiped out.I had thyroid tabs as this treatment affects the thyroid .Had my ct scan Monday and the nurse rang today and all the tumours in my neck and chest have shrunk.The smallest are too small now to measure.So dont ever give up girls,things are changing all the time and new things being found daily.I will never be free of this but any good news is fab.

Hope you are all coping with your chemos and rads.So much suffering because of this horrid thing but always hope :love:

Love to you all

Rose xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi all you lovely ladies,I wont name you in case I miss someone,

Just wanted to share my good news .As you know i have been out of sorts with the trial drug,really breathless and wiped out.I had thyroid tabs as this treatment affects the thyroid .Had my ct scan Monday and the nurse rang today and all the tumours in my neck and chest have shrunk.The smallest are too small now to measure.So dont ever give up girls,things are changing all the time and new things being found daily.I will never be free of this but any good news is fab.

Hope you are all coping with your chemos and rads.So much suffering because of this horrid thing but always hope :love:

Love to you all

Rose xxxxxxxxxxxxx