hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
Hi everyone its been a long time since Ive been on AGAIN because the computer has been playing up AGAIN and its made me very . could do with a new one but this time of year its an expense we can't afford! I've been reading back a few posts but it will take me forever to catch up so wondered if you could all just update me on how you are all doing!! Its lovely to be back in the community I've been on a bit of a rollercoaster last two months and am waiting for the straight jacket to arrive lol!! Seriously does anyone else get really angry!! My anger has been uncontrollable at times with me even smashing a wall and it has really upset me!!
Sorry to hear you are having problems with your computer and your emotions.I dont get angry because I find it just leaves me feeling worse in the long run,plus my last treatment has damaged my heart so at the moment I cant get stressed.Waiting to see the heart specialist in 2 weeks and when he gives me a magic pill I will be fine.You have been through so much for so long.Can you have some sort of therapy or a massage or reiki treatment to help?Being on here should help to unload so rant away and let us help.No more wall hitting!!!
Thanks so much for replying I need to take a leaf out of your book I think I've got to try to be thankful for evrery day, week, month and hopefully year and get back on the positive vibe. Thanks for helping me see that getting angry doesn,t really help. I'm having a massage next week at a support centre in Sheffield that will help me chill out and I'm just sat looking at all the snow and its making me feel excited for christmas and want it to be really special for the children.
Now I just want to know if your ok and was really sorry when you wrote about your problems with your heart. Is everything under control? You are an inspiration to me and i am sure everyone on this site. Thanks again for helping me get back on to fighting the fight and I will be thinking of you!!
so whats been happening with you hun making you so angry. i wouldnt fancy my chances with a wall! luckily im with rose n dont do the anger lark, dont think i have throughout all this. whats the point. dont change anything does it. i have stress n thats hard enough to deal with. you carry on looking forward to christmas n making it really special for you n your family.
im ok, lots to complain about but i wont. theres others here having it harder than me. roll on the end of it!
let us know what youve been up to. love leonie xxxxxxxxx
so whats been happening with you hun making you so angry. i wouldnt fancy my chances with a wall! luckily im with rose n dont do the anger lark, dont think i have throughout all this. whats the point. dont change anything does it. i have stress n thats hard enough to deal with. you carry on looking forward to christmas n making it really special for you n your family.
im ok, lots to complain about but i wont. theres others here having it harder than me. roll on the end of it!
let us know what youve been up to. love leonie xxxxxxxxx
