hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
Hi to each and everyone of you don't you think that we are all quite amazing to be able to even be able to come on here and tell our stories I feel like I'v made so many new friends.
Anyway Leonie I'm so glad that you've managed to get some funding for nursery at least you know that Charley will be having a nice time whilst you gain some energy back. You really are having a rough time of it but how nie that you could get to the beach, I take it you live nearby to one. That must be lovely. As for having a looney doctor me too!! Just nice to be able to speak to someone who doesn't judge and you can say what you want about anything!!!!
Don't know bout you lot but I have all different feelings creep up on me when I least expect them. People who are close to you want to see you positive all the time and tell you how well you look and now i'v lost my hair how much it suits me but no matter what personally I just don't feel remotely like the same person. People say losing hair and putting weight on are least of worries but it does alter how I feel about myself and has affected my confidence.
Anyway each and everyone of you if I don't mention you by name doesn't mean I'm not acknowleding your messages but I do think about you all.We are all at different stages and will hopefully stick together through thick and thin.
Good Luck Lee, I'm sure everything will be fine, I was in and out in 45 mins, so hopefully you'll be same, fingers crossed, my 2nd chemo is wednesday, lots of love Col x
Hahaha, now that's what I call retail therapy!! Saw one of those Fiat 500 cars on the motorway yesterday on way back from hospital. First one I've seen in the flesh so to speak, they look cool. My oncologist laughed when we told him about our retail therapy after my radiotherapy everyday, although we don't go mad as it would cost me a fortune We've been going to the out of town shopping area near the hospital and doing a shop a day as well as lunch. Haven't had so much fun in years LOL. Trouble is we can't be too long as my youngest son, who's off from uni, has been co-opted in to look after my disabled dad so my mum can come with me has been giving us the third degree about why it's taking us so long, little white lies! My mums enjoying herself as well so thats a bonus.
Right got to get ready to go for today's treatment, both kinds
Hi girls thankyou so much for all your good wishes, today went fine, felt a bit emotional but your right patricia the procedure was pretty straight forward, whilst I realise that today is only the first day I feel fine, just a little woozy and now I can finaly join the gang and start crossing the dates off on the calender.
So once again thankyou all so very much you really have made all the difference to me in this difficult time, its like having a dozen angels guiding me through.
