Hi to each and everyone of you don't you think that we are all quite amazing to be able to even be able to come on here and tell our stories I feel like I'v made so many new friends.

Anyway Leonie I'm so glad that you've managed to get some funding for nursery at least you know that Charley will be having a nice time whilst you gain some energy back. You really are having a rough time of it but how nie that you could get to the beach, I take it you live nearby to one. That must be lovely. As for having a looney doctor me too!! Just nice to be able to speak to someone who doesn't judge and you can say what you want about anything!!!!

Don't know bout you lot but I have all different feelings creep up on me when I least expect them. People who are close to you want to see you positive all the time and tell you how well you look and now i'v lost my hair how much it suits me but no matter what personally I just don't feel remotely like the same person. People say losing hair and putting weight on are least of worries but it does alter how I feel about myself and has affected my confidence.

Anyway each and everyone of you if I don't mention you by name doesn't mean I'm not acknowleding your messages but I do think about you all.We are all at different stages and will hopefully stick together through thick and thin.

Take care and hope you are all ok

love Lou

Well said Lou,

There are so many of us on this site now .Good luck and bless you all and the lovely people who care for us.

Rose xxx

Wow, you ladies rock,

I often see people on here so down and they have good right to be, however you ladies really support each other...if okay I will steer people towards this forum to get some TLC and great advice.

Much Love

Tony xx

dear tony

thanks for your message, means a lot from someone like you. we would try n help anyone who needed it. wanted to message you to say thank you for replying to me in my dark days, n say what a lovely person you must be to help the amount of people you do. just wonderful what you do. hope youre feeling well, take care.

love leonie xxx

Hi girls hope this finds you all well. Just a wee quick question and I know the answer will be different from everyone, but anyway 'How far into your chemo did your hair start falling out'? Col x

hi col. mine was 2 weeks, i shaved it off then cos it was coming out but probably could of got away with 4 weeks.

love xxx

Leonie,

We are all lovely people, I got my fair share of help and still am getting it on my thread....

Reading these stories makes us all part of a very special club...not one particularly that we want to be in but hey we may as well bond and make some great mates along the way....one day we will all meet up down the pub and have a real proper group hug.

Much Love

T x

Hi Leonie thanks, i'll just keep checking the pillow lol. Was up at hospital earlier as my glands felt swollen under my left arm, but lymph nodes removed under right arm and started to worry, anyway doc had a feel about and said i shouldnt worry prob the chemo making the nerve endings tender, but i dunno im feelin a bit strange about it all. I feel even though my consultant has removed lump and lymph nodes and said his margins are clear, i should still have had a ct scan? Did any of you guys have a ct scan before chemo and if so was it because your consultant knew it had spread? Col x

Hi Colly,

I dont know of anyone who has a CT scan at this point.I had mastectomy and 17 lymph glands removed under arm 3 years ago and sometimes if I pull or push something under my arm feels as if it is swollen even though it isnt.It is a wierd feeling.Your arm is still producing lymph which has to flow somewhere so it does collect and feel odd..I know any lumps and bumps start us thinking that there is something sinister lurking but that is a normal reaction.Hope the Dr can put your mind at ease.Good luck.

Rose xxxxxxxxxx

Hi Colly,

I dont know of anyone who has a CT scan at this point.I had mastectomy and 17 lymph glands removed under arm 3 years ago and sometimes if I pull or push something under my arm feels as if it is swollen even though it isnt.It is a wierd feeling.Your arm is still producing lymph which has to flow somewhere so it does collect and feel odd..I know any lumps and bumps start us thinking that there is something sinister lurking but that is a normal reaction.Hope the Dr can put your mind at ease.Good luck.

Rose xxxxxxxxxx