I had chemo which didn't shrink my stage 3 oesophageal tumour and i had the ivor lewis surgery 5 months ago. Further chemo is not an option as it left me with nerve damaged to my feet and fingers.They removed 29 lymph nodes of which 4 of them were cancerous. Recurrence is a big concern for me especially as my surgeon advised me to enjoy my life which is all well and good but to me is something that is said to a terminal prognosis and I find it hard to take that well meaning advise.If Anyone else in a similar situation could give my their thought that would be greatly appreciated.