I went through treatment for throat cancer last year lost a lot of weight I got the all clear but I'm in remission for 5 years then I did a bowel screen and got my blood test aswell now I've got an appointment for the hospital to get a scope to look at my large bowel I am really scared what they might find I am still struggling to put on weight can't sleep my appointment is for next week so I really don't know what to say or think until after the appointment if anyone has been through the same I would appreciate if they could advise me