Ongoing worry and anxiety

I’ve not been on this chat for quite some time as I was coping well and all scans going well!!! However last Friday I was at the day unit because I was feeling breathless and was given a CT scan to determine if there was any blood clots, there was none but then a few days later I received a call to say that they have seen a few lesions on my spine! They think that this may be haemangioma but further MRI is required due to my cancer status!! This has just set me back to the very beginning when I was first told that I had breast cancer!! I have myself diagnosed with bone cancer….trying to be strong and positive but the anxiety is horrendous!!! 

Cancer journey is just awful!! The mental part is probably the worst for me!!