Hi thought about it alot and come up with = .

1 im alive alot longer than specialist said, they don't always get it right. 

2 house is warm and cosy and we have food to put on the table when the time comes despite lack of help from those that are supposed to help. 

3 managed to find my wife some Christmas nighties and dresses, which luckily she loves. Married 51 years 1st Dec.feels like a lifetime. 

Im adding a 4th  managed to pick up cheap mobility scooter after a bit of repair I can go shopping without parking fees and using expensive petrol or diesel, so actually saving money to put towards gas and electric bills. 

Billy 

Ps I've been palative care since feb 2016. I've found some really good friends on the forum and really helps to talk to people who understand with been there done that. Hope you got more replies soon from others .

Hi Billy, thanks for taking the time and great that you added a 4th good thing! I was going to but I couldn't think of one. But I'm glad you did! I loved reading yours. Happy late wedding anniversary to you and your wife.

I'm sorry about your diagnosis. But glad you're still here showing cancer who's boss. 

My 3 for today:

1. I made a cup of tea. 

2. I spoke to my sister on video call for nearly 27 minutes. 

3. I slept for 9 hours last night. 

Think I've dropped myself in it thinking of a forth. Oops. 

1 Christmas trimmings up, wreaths on doors. Tree lights on. 

2 we've got horlicks, ovaltine, tea and coffee and plenty of pops sugar free of course.  

3 plenty of Christmas films on the go always a good thing. 

4 the grass has stopped growing so no more cutting till next year, shame about the lovely flowers but next year flowers will grow again as lovely as possible. 

Billy 

Ps starting chemotherapy on Monday, what a lovely idea over Christmas  . ヽ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ.

Pps if you touch others name or picture at top of messages,  it'll open and give details, (some don't put details on ) .