Sorry but this is going to be lengthy :(
So firstly I've had a few abnormal smears in the past HPV high grade dykonsis (not sure in spelling).
I've had 2 lletz previously (I'm sure it one and the other time the cells was burnt) gynecologist says I already had two So maybe I remember it wrong.
May help to say this ^^was all before 2021.
So fast forward 2021 I recieve a letter I missed a smear appointment in January rang had to leave details as had answer phone I then recieve a letter for an appointment at my GP surgery for February.. I go along explain i tried to call about a missed appointment as I didn't know nothing about the appointment the nurse herself tried to call hospital got answer phone so she decided to do the smear anyway...
---April still no results but a letter to have smear check up in coloscopy so I go along he can't find anything in records about my smear in February so he does another.
--June.. I receieve a letter my smear in April couldn't be tested as my February ones was tested and it came back abnormal high grade. So it says to wait for an appointment in coloscopy.
--Comes threw in August so off I go..Where he decided because it's been a while he wants to have a look. So up I pop legs in the air and all. He's like your cervix looks healthy uses the brown dye thing that can show abnormal cells nothing it soaks up which he said was good. But he repeats the smear....OK. So we're sat there after having a chat and he's asking do you have kids I say yeh 2 boys.. he asks if I want more I say year i would like to so he's like ok. I ask what happens is this smear comes back abnormal again and he says we'll we could look at a hysterectomy.
**So that word there became the word thst gave me fog brain sleepless nights it was a long couple of stressful weeks. So much running threw my brain.
--So I get results abnormal as I expected I was prepared a bit better this time. So I go thinking right we're gonna discuss my options he's gonna say hysterectomy.. I'm not ready for that.
--Go to the appointment he does my 3rd lletz.
.......Now this is where I'm absolutely confussed.
He told me 10 days for results.. (technically today as its now after 12)
But I seem to be so much more confussed about it that I was few weeks back.
-----So he done the lletz .. am I right to think that's now gone for a biopsy to check for pre cancerous cells???
Or
-----I've read about I think its time to cure. Will I be called back in a few months???
♡ Is there anyone who's had 3 lletz procedures that could possibly help me to understand what's actually coming next please.. I thought I had this all figured out what I was waiting for my semi plan after. But right now I just feel so confussed and un prepared (don't think thst will ever happen) but I just feel like I don't know hard to explain but like this is all a different language to me about a topic I have no clue over and I can't seem to get my head around.
Sorry for the lengthy post I tried not to ramble on not sure if I even posted this in the right place for this either so sorry if haven't
Thankyou xxx