Hi,  Am in much the same position as you.  Diagnosed with bc a couple of weeks ago.  I also suffer from crippling depression and am completely unable to sleep at the moment, which can't possibly be helping.  Am now awaiting appointment with consultant . She has indicated this will mean surgery and radiotherapy.  I know it sounds feeble, but I'm terrified.  Never had any sort of operation before. What will I look like afterwards - sounds so vain and shallow doesn't it?   Anyway, just wanted to say you are not on your own. Try and be strong. Mxx

Hi, 

Thank you for your reply. I am so sorry that you are facing this journey, along with depression. You are not vain to have those thoughts, not one bit. You are entitled to them and I am sure there are alot of others that feel the same. I truly hope that your treatment goes well for you. 

Its the waiting that is hard, the uncertainty, the what ifs which I suppose alot of people go through on a daily basis. I'm just finding it hard to comprehend what could happen. 

Take care xxx

Hi, 

It's easy to say , but do not be afraid. Your body and mind will overcome your fears if the worst happens.  And until the point you find out , no point worrying. Most lumps turn out as nothing , but the NHS has a wonderful quick response time and will look after you in all scenarios. 

I was diagnosed with BC in april this year , yes it was a shock , but my survival instinct kicked in. No time for emotions or moping. Just finished my 6 cycles of chemo ( not as bad as I feared , kept hair due to cold cap ) ,awaiting surgery in early.nov for mastectomy and reconstruction. I am strong , it can be done !!

Keep strong , fingers crossed it's nothing. 

Take care