Hi Karenk,

A very warm welcome to our forum. I have had 2 bouts of breast cancer in the past 12 years, plus a few false alarms, so I have been through a number of biopsies. All I can say, is that the wait never gets any easier. Most of us would say that this is one of the worst parts of our cancer journey, as thereare so many unknowns and uncertainties. 

I am glad to hear that you don't have much longer to wait. Try to keep yourself occupied with other distractions to help the time to pass a little quicker over the weekend.

Please keep in touch and let us know how you get on. We are always here for you.

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Hi just joined this site reading different comments such an agonising wait for results I'm awaiting my appointment to see if my treatment has worked you feel so lonely at this moment hope all works out for you hang on in there my love thoughts are with you 

Hi Karen 

Glad you enjoyed the night except for the smack to boobie!

After my horrendous VAB hubby took the short cut home down a cobbled road, I can't wait until he has the snip!!! Lol

My weekend was really bizarre, I know I'm okay but I keep saying "I can't believe it" and crying like it's all coming out,  it might take time, my children just burst into tears, that broke me a bit, but I've taken two weeks off work on sick and I intend to rebuild and see the world beyond my front door

We now have almost two weeks left until your results day, I'll be waiting for those with you, it's been such a long time waiting,  almost as long as the pandemic!!!

Sending love and hugs to you and hope you're healing 

Love Lisa xxx

Mickey, Lisa and Karen thank you so much ladies for your kind words and support. I home I'm not being dramatic and over reacting but I do have a strong gut feeling that something isn't quite right. I'll soon know tomorrow evening, my appt is at 8.30pm!!! I'll be sure to let you know the outcome xx

Hi lisa

A cobbled road god they just dont think eh lol, yeah you need to find yourself again and see beyond your front door and when you are ready you will, its all so overehelming! i get where you are coming from we are in our own little bubble! Every day its putting on that brave face when sometimes you just want to be left alone, its a journey you cant explain to people even how close they are in our life, im supposed to be going out for a bit todsy, a run in the car and lunch where really i just want to snuggled up alone and watch a movie and i get people just want to make you feel better but its hard.

So im going to wash my hair have a shower and put the face on and try and enjoy being out for a bit, really sore today everything is just tight and pulling today, yesterday i was in a lot of pain and its been great for a week, but i read and it said you can have pain for 2 or 3 weeks, just drags you down, i know the feeling of seeing beyond the front door but we will get there hun!

Love karen xxx

Hi Mickey, 

Yes it was a lump, just how the nurses/doctors were, they were supposed by the biopsy and said they didn't expect the lump not to change shape or something? I'm sure it will be benign! 

Hope your wait is going quickly!!  Xxx 

Morning, I think sometimes a lot of lumps look suspicious on ultrasound and if they don't really move that is something they note. As I'm learning though, this doesn't mean anything for sure, my lump did move a little and was not the shape they expected but turned out to be a rare form of cancer. Others, as I've said before mimic cancer bit turn out to be benign. As I was told, it's not cancer until they say it is and mostly they aren't. Keeping everything crossed for you. 
 

Thank you, my journey already feels longer than pregnancy, lol x

I feel sick. My appointment isn't until 8pm so I'm going to see if I can have a nap xx

Hi Debbie, I'm sorry to hear that, the anxiety is awful. I hope you manage to nap. I keep trying myself today as my BCN never phoned me back, sending virtual hugs and positivity to you. Will be thinking of you Mickey xx 

You too mickey thank you so much xx I managed an hours xx

That's good - thinking of you and keeping everything crossed for you Debbie xx Very soon you will know x Mickey x 

Thanks mickey xx I hope you're ok and not stressing too much, a lot easier said than done!! I'm not worried so much about the results as my lump is so small, it's just the waiting I can't stand. What will be will be it's just so nerve wracking. I hope you're ok. I've been listening to the headspace app and found it very relaxing maybe something like that would help you to relax too xx

Thanks mickey xx I hope you're ok and not stressing too much, a lot easier said than done!! I'm not worried so much about the results as my lump is so small, it's just the waiting I can't stand. What will be will be it's just so nerve wracking. I hope you're ok. I've been listening to the headspace app and found it very relaxing maybe something like that would help you to relax too xx

Thanks Debbie, I'm glad the headspace app is helping you. Do you have far to go for your apt? I find exercise and music help, just having a bit of a dip day, but fortunately tomorrow is a new one and so start afresh x that's the beauty x I'm glad you're in a good place for your results, that's really positive, thinking of you  xx