Almost 2 years ago my uncle was diagnosed with pancreas cancer and underwent an op to remove the cancer which was a success thankfully however he took his time gaining his health back. But in the last few weeks he has been diagnosed with cancer all over his body which is untreatable, we probably don't have long left with him at all which is devastating for me as he done so much for me growing up and I don't know what to say when I say my goodbyes when I found out I cried for hours and every time I think of him I cry I keep trying to think of what to say but I don't think I'll even be able to get to get words out when I see him. I also lost another uncle last year to cancer but due to covid i wasn't able to say my goodbyes to him and this will be the first time I have had to experience this. On top of all that my mum has been refered for scans and blood tests for abnormal cysts on her ovaries and womb and the way doctors are talking it may also be cancer, how am I supposed to cope with all this I've came to terms with my uncle and his passing there's nothing any of us can do other than make him comfortable but I can't lose my mum I suffer from depression and this is just tipping me over the edge all this loss from cancer is killing me and I don't want to see anyone else in my family suffer from this awful disease
