Hi I am new here and I went to the drs today for a smear test and they found a mass/erosion on my cervix. They are referring me to an emergency gynaecologist within 2 weeks but I am terrified their faces said it all that it didn't look good. 

My white blood cells are slightly low which is worrying me even more as that can usually be linked to cancer. I suffer terrible health anxiety and i have two kids with needs who rely on me for everything. 

I've been getting a lot of abdominal pain and pelvic pain and change in bowel habits so I am putting two and two together and thinking the worst its the waiting thats really concerning me at the moment. Can I ask what people's symptoms were who have had cervix cancer and is survival rate low I am terrified