Hello, I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2014. Had a mastectomy, chemo and tamoxifen. Seven years later I'm still trying to get a mastectomy on the right side. Mentally I'm finding it very hard to deal with how they've left my breasts. They are so different. It is so obvious; one is much bigger than the other. Then there is the fear of reoccurrence as my breast is always lumpy. They did reduce it about 5 years ago. During the op, they moved the nipple which is now very sore as it rubs against my bra and clothes. It has affected my life - put it this way, I'm surprised my partner is still with me, bless him.
I've been added to the waiting list to have flap procedure, taking fat from my belly. This depresses me even more. Why they think a scar across my belly is preferable just doesn't make sense to me.
My reason for unloading here is for some feedback on how others feel, if people feel similar, how did they get on?
I'm thinking about doing a psychological research paper (I'm an undergraduate) as I certainly feel the procedure should be offered to patients who are adamant about it. (I recently read papers on Parkinson's and the patient experience) I doubt I am the only one - so thoughts would be appreciated.
