Hi everyone

Sorry a little nervous but here we go. When I was 28 (my 28th birthday in fact) I had some CINIII cells removed from my cervix, this happened between planning my wedding. Fast forward to a month after my wedding & I find out I'm pregnant so have to postpone a laparoscopy but due to kids & stuff it just got put back. Eventually I learn I have to get a hysteroscopy as a precaution since I'm getting bleeding between sex, periods are everywhere despite being on the pill for 4 years & get crippling pain when I'm on my period & ovulating but did put this down to fibromyalgia initially. 

Everything was calm then suddenly the gynae said "oh", everything went silent & all 5 of us are looking at the screen. She says she's going to take a biopsy "just in case" but actually missed the damn polyp so here we are over 9 months later & I just had the polyp removed last week & I'm going nuts. I just hate not being in limbo & I'm 95% sure it's either precancerous or cancerous cells since it looked like the CINIII cells that the other gynae did say would be nothing.

Would love to know how all of you dealt with the waiting for the results & I'm just more scared of having to explain to my oversensitive 6 year old & my autistic 2 year old what's going on. I also don't have much support around, my husband is great but worries a lot so can't put it on him.