My partner recently died following along illness ....I was able to care from him at home , I was with.him on the morning he died.
Went to see him at the chapel of rest before the funeral and cried. Cried at his funeral and for a few days after, but now I Dont feel upset or sad.
Ive kept myself busy doing admin for his will/estate and jobs round the house for the past few weeks, but ive not cried since a couple of days after his funeral...
Am I suppressing my feelings or in denial that hes gone??