Afternoon everyone, I would really really appreciate some advice because I feel like I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown I have had irregular bleeding for a year now, no period for 6 months then every week very light bleed and 3 months ago and last week a huge bleed to the point I needed iron tablets and had to sleep in the bath as flooded over towels etc within minutes. I stupidly for the first 7 months put it down to the very strong medication I'm on as I have a brain condition. Then started to get virtually unbearable stomach cramping that feels like I am in labour, lower back pain and constant need to urinate, the first 6 weeks the doctor has treated me with very strong antibiotics for a UTI I've had 3 lots now even though I only had blood in my urine nothing else. These haven't had any effect so have been stopped. I haven't slept for 5 weeks as I am up literally every 7-8 minutes needing to wee, I feel like there is constant pressure on my bladder it's so uncomfortable and the abdo pain is so bad, I haven't gone to a&e as I'm very high risk/vunerable for covid 19, doctor said they had referred me under 2 week rule to gyne and for a scan. Laid in agony waiting as 2 weeks passsed heard nothing so called ultrasound and was so very angry to hear they hadn't even received a referral after many many calls to my gp which when so tired and in pain is hard enough I finally got it sorted and now have to wait another 2 weeks, I've explained to the gp how bad I am but tbh they are absolute rubbish, I need to move surgeries. My ca 125 was only 36 so that was reassuring but I understand this can't be a indication. Main symptoms are abdo pain raidiating from lower time mid tummy, constant needing to urinate, lack of appetite and mild back pain with mild bloating. Every time I dip my urine it has traces of urine in it visable to the naked eye. I've had ovarian cysts before but didn't feel anything like this but I am really hoping and praying it's a cyst and they sort it soon because I am so exhausted I can't take much more. I am confined to my bed most days with my brain condition and PSS, so this is hard enough as it is but I'm so worried. Worried ultrasound won't see something there and il be left weeks more waiting for further investigation, my poor mum is also on verge of a breakdown as my sister called me last week in tears she had found a huge lump in her breast. Both my grand parents had breast cancer at a young age so this is all very worrying, my sisters lump is size of a golf ball and she's said it hurts abit so I'm hoping and praying it's a cyst or something like that as thought to be that big with no symtoms doesn't sound correct and is it was something sinister I was told it shouldn't hurt? She has her mammogram tommorow I have my ultrasound on 19th and gyne telephone call on 21st. Please can someone give me some advice as I'm so scared and tired I really don't know what to do. Many thanks for reading x