Hi everyone

I had my first smear recently - Im 28 and never had one till now. Not because I was scared or embarrassed just life gets in the way, working full time in the emergency services and well I just kinda forget.

I had already had a trans abdominal and a trans vaginal scan a week before my smear due to a water infection that didn't want to go away. 

Luckily they came back all clear!

However my smear results came back this week confirming I had HPV and high grade moderate dyskaryosis. I have a colposcopy next week. 

Im terrified! Not about the procedure but about the cells being cancer. All I have read is cancer and the potential of never having children and I cannot focus on the positive at all. 

Im crying all the time.

Is there anyone who can advise or reassure? Anyone with the same situation?

x