On 22nd November I found that I have Invasive lobular Breast cancer - provisionally grade 2 as it has spread to lymph nodes. I have had a CT scan and an MRI scan, and have a bone scan booked next week. The results and next steps will be provided next Friday. 

Clearly it was a shock, but I have mostly taken this news in my stride, but I do feel in a bit of mental paralysis. I feel that there is so much to do and so much to investigate but I just don't seem to have the energy. It is almost constantly on my mind, especially when I wake. 

I have just joined this forum, but I feel that there is an overwhelming amount of information! I don't even really know what to say or ask. 

I Guess I am just saying hello for now ! 

Jools