At the end of july after having a cough and being breathless for months ,my mum had an xray, scan and endoscopy to which she was told they thought her cancer was back and if it was confirmed it would be terminal,we're now at end of October and she just got biopsies took on 24th of this month,still waiting on results but the wait has been horrendous and the toll its took on my mum is shocking shes lost so much weight ,shes so frail and weak its frightening, feel so helpless,I'm worried sick about her we all work,my stepdad needs to go back to work next week and I'm so frightened of her being in herself,feel like I can't really speak to anyone without upsetting everyone.