Oh thank you Mich

My sister lives in Cornwall, but she's been great.

like you say, I'm a bit numb at min and once i get this sorted in my brain I should be OK, I will kick Cancer a.se. 

Hope you have a good day, sun is out again  

Love and hugs xxxxx

Hi Karyn, 

I pray you get good results. I'm thinking of you today xx

Thank you so much for your lovely post, I must admit I took a whole diazapan yesterday lol once I get my head in the right place I know I will get through this, we TN wortiors  are a tough bunch

Let us know how you get on, we're all with you xx

Davia,

I can honestly say I think you're the bravest person I've ever seen. After a setback you've got those boxing gloves on and are already fighting! You may not feel calm or in control just now, but to speak as calmly as you do is amazing.
 

You got this kiddo, we're all in your corner. Xxxx

sending love and prayers your way xx

carla xx 

Thank you Carla, 

Lovely message, I'm in a bit of a jiggle at the moment, like someone just threw my jigsaw up in the air, but all we can do is sit down and put it back together, it's hard and very frustrating and at this moment I don't know where to start but all you lovely ladies have helped me, like you say, I've done this before I can do it again. 

Sending you virtual love and hugs xxxx

Hi Ladies 

I'm not long back from the hospital after a lengthy agonising wait and pleased to report my mammogram was clear and MRI scan didn't show anything sinister either and lymph axillae was clear.

The most frustrating part was the radiologist saying they had nothing to compare it with as my treatment was all done at a different hospital and they had no idea of my previous clinical history and it was my oncologist that referred me there as it's a screening centre for high risk women.

They said there was thickening of the skin of the left breast and breasts were asymmetrical and this was also due to the radiotherapy after having the surgery last year.

The consultant then said I'm still at a 60 - 80% risk of a further breast tumour because of Brca 1 and that even after having my preventative double masectomy It could still come back somewhere else in the body!

So ladies even after getting my results I still dont feel elated because of these comments and with the possible lengthy  delays that there could be with the preventative surgery because things are getting put back all the time I was told.

Thanks for all thinking of me and Davia I hope you're feeling stronger to fight this again now and have those boxing gloves at the ready!

Sue I hope your managing to get some more sleep.

Linda well done with finishing your radiotherapy and hope you have a nice celebration with family.

Carla and Mich hope you're both well and radiotherapy been ok

 Claire hope all ok with you too.

Be strong ladies & take care xxxx

Karyn 

That is good news that scans are clear, I'm happy for you for that, the other stats are just that, stats, keep pestering them for rhe op, and know that they will always keep very close eye on you. Take the good news and file, if you can the stats, 

Sending big hugs xxxxxx

Thanks Davia

I've been thinking about you all day and how you must be feeling and it didn't really feel right posting good news after your post yesterday.

I just want you to focus on beating this disease again and know that you will fight it all the way in true warrior style, you can and will do it!

Take care Davia and bigs hugs too xxxx

Karyn

Davia im so sorry to read this, cancer really does suck I cant imagine how you are feeling:(

But i do know you have kicked its *** once and you will do it again in round 2, you are stronger than you think and all of us ladies will be with you every step of the way. 

Sending you a big hug.

Linda x

Hi Karyn,

I'm so pleased your scan and mamogram were clear. The Consultant said you're a still at a 60/80% risk of a further tumor but it's up to that risk so it could be a lot less. Don't get hung up on statistics,  just enjoy life. 

I hope you get you're surgery soon so you can put all this behind you.

Keep focusing on the good news, it's worth celebrating.

Loads of love 

Sue xxx