Feel so lonely and scared. My boyfriend has always been very self centred. We have struggled during our 4 year relationship. He has no emotion and shows no empathy. Even now when the going is tough. I thought that he maybe would try harder. Feeling so scared of what lies ahead. Spoke to him earlier to say that he is the only one that is actually making me feel worse and he knows my circumstances. He then yelled, slammed the door and went out. I need to remain strong and I feel that I am doing reasonably well until I come home to him and he brings me down and belittles me. What should I do? Don’t really want to go through a separation as well. I don’t normally complain so I apologise for my rant, just not convinced I can do this with him around. Awaiting a biopsy next week.. he’s working and not coming with me as doesn’t want to lose any money! Would be nice to get any objective views on my situation. The fight has just begun but I don’t need him making it harder. I have to ask him for cuddles and he ignores me if I cry. In fact he ignores me most of the time. Still in shock as I only realised something was wrong 10 days ago after going to A and E insisting on an X-ray. When I came back in tears he told me to suck it up! What should I do?
