Hi I’m new to the forum 

my mum died of kidney cancer almost a yr it’s so difficult and I feel lonely and isolated I have 2childrnen 20, 18 and a supportive husband but still feel alone I cry all the time and feel life is tough I’m angry and sad and feel helpless I miss my mum dearly 

she was diagnosed and told they could operate but each time we had a scan or a hospital visit we got worse news I went with mum and dad to all opointments when they told us she had a year we were devastated mum was so determined to fight and she did it was so difficult watching cancer slowly take her 

I miss her so much and the pain is still as raw as the day she passed