I really know how you feel I had my last chemo Sept 1st 2016 and last radiotherapy Dec 29th 2016 ....... since then I worry at every thing but I am Trying to stay positive. I can not help to check every inch of my body on a weekly basis looking for Lumps but I always want to check daily however feel I will drive myself insane . It is hard , before I was diagnosed in would itch to the point I was breaking through the skin on my hands and legs and since found out that itching was a symptom since yesterday I have scratched my face sore and yes the dread filled me.i am taking it as I'm allergic to something so some anti histamines will be purchased tomorrow I will stay positive . My advice on coping is talk to some one a friend ,a relative or a doctor or even mcmillan .You are not alone every one who has faced the big C. has these fears but hey 2e fought and we won , you are strong xx we are strong xx