Looking at "Connerys post" ... firstly, sorry that it has happened to you so young ... Im a 60 year old English guy living in Spain. Diagnosed a year ago with pristate cancer, that has metastasised to base of spine and pelvis .. in general feeling ok, but found it interesting that you said it seemed to worry your loved ones more than you.
Have often wondered over the years how I would react to getting this sort of news ... when I did, .. it just seemed too surreal, and have to keep reminding myself I have it. Not too sure what else to say, except, anyone that has cancer, whichever type it may be, I wish you all the strength to deal with it, and the will to stay positive x