Hi I lasted 10years cancer free after having lump masonry now it has come back in same breast but its not invasive this time I booked my holiday to go away the 19 Aug the consultant said I will have to have my breast off she said it will be OK to go away buti will ave to decide about having op with or without reconstruction when I get back I am so worried can't sleep I also ave my 81 year old mum that lives with me I am her carer I ave to sought her out as well what do I do