Hi I am Sian and I have just visited this site tonight.  I have had a lobescopy - half a lung removed due to cancer.  That was a year ago. NHS was FAB - diagnosed and operated on within 2 weeks.  No radio or chemo as was stage 1.  Still feel vulnerable and into hospital on Thursday as I suspect I will need to be brave again!  Life is a challenge at times and I know that actually I have had it 'easy' to date -but fear has no boundaries/logic.  I send all of you out there a huge hug as it is so heartbreaking when the day arrives and there is no energy in self and the sky looks grey/black and the fog descends.  Here is to rays of sunshine for us all.  Sian