Hi, my name is Mandy.  I think I need to add more info to a previous post, my first post on a forum.  My husband who is 46 was diagnosed with a stage 4 Glioblastoma in August this year.  He had it removed in September and is now undergoing chemo and radiotherapy.  We have a ten year old son and a 19 yr old daughter.  I have okay days and really bad not coping days, which makes me feel selfish as I am not the one with the tumour, which will come back. At first I organised everything, sorted the mortgage, finances, benefits, everything, but sometimes I just feel like I'm going mad.  Coping with my son's fears and grief, destroys me. I guess I'm just looking for someone who can help me when I'm having a really bad day....