Hi my name is Hailey 30 married to the best man it the wworld for just about 2 years Kevin my best friend and soul mate Kevin was being treated for a abcess after dental work this pain in Kevins mouth and face went on for over a yea rand two proment lumps appeared and he had various occasion we visited  different doctor and dental appointments scans x-ray antibiotics nothing was helping Kevin was referred to the maxillfacial outpatients clinic and sent for more scans on the 5th of June 2015 sent for a biopsy of the lumps that were on Kevin face around his cheek bone

Monday 8 June Kevin was diagnosed with a mouth cancer we were devastated our whole world collapsed around us I cried all the way through the appointments through the course of the nxt week Kevin had a ct and mri scan as the consultant proposed severe surgery loss of his eye ect and intense radiotherapy so the scans were to check if the cancer had spread to his lungs if that was the case no surgery was to bedone.

Monday 15th June one week after our world had collapsed back for the results of the ct and mri scans to be told not only had the cancer spread but not to my husbands lungs but up the Base of his scull the back of his eye  and in to his brain HE HAD TERMINAL CANCER!! 

My lovely husband 37 4 kids we have one boy together marc 6 and Kevin has 3 daughters one of which stays with us.

I'm 30 and watching my husband dying my kid's are watching there dad die no treatment how can this be......

At this time 2 september my husbands cancer has progressed major he now has a hole in his face the size if a 50p piece and is loosing his self everyday.

This is the first time I have ever done a blog but I have read some other stories, how are we ment to get through this situation? How are we going to do this I love my husband so damb much he's such a loving hardworking man who is always there for us all and me as his wife feeling lost and helpless xx