Hi and welcome but I am so sorry to see why you are here. To have a cancer diagnosis of any kind is traumatic enough but for you both to get such results within the space of a week must have been truly devastating, especially given that you have had to deal with your own treatment while still comforting and then grieving for your husband. I hope that other family members and friends have helped you to try and deal with all this and I am sure that others on here will be along shortly too. Take care of yourself.  Sue x