Hi,I was first diagnosed in 2000 and had left kidney removed. With a follow up scan in 2008 it was back in my right kidney-a clever surgeon removed tumour and left me with enough functioning kidney for normal life. Now it is back again but inoperable and with mets. I have been on a clinical trial for past 8 months and my quality of life has been really good but now due to tumour causing bleeding from kidney we are facing kidney removal and dialysis. I am really scared about how life will be on dialysis-can anyone help?