I was diagnosed with cervical cancer last December as a result of an op to remove my left fallopian tube, ovary and cysts. I have recently had a radical hysterectomy and about to start radiotherapy treatment. In five months my life has changed dramatically and sudden. As I have a chronic kidney disease, chemotherapy is not an option for me and I fear what will happen if the radiotherapy does not work or that the cancer spreads. I'm sure so many of you will have had a similar experience but how on earth do you cope with so many fears and the huge changes in your life that all this brings?