Lung biopsy

I have recently had two lung biopsy’s on a 22mmx15mm opacity both came back inconclusive, also had pneumothorax and chest drain, 8 days in hospital.  Now going for my third biopsy on Monday to a different hospital.  Petscan also showed up aptake on thyroid and had biopsy on this came back thy3f, this has been over the last eight weeks.  How do I cope with the not knowing and the thought of having to go through another biopsy and possible pneumothorax.  Struggling with my emotions