Staying positive

Hi,

On Tuesday I was told I most likely have a form of blood cancer and I’m absolutely terrified. 

I’ve spent the week going to different scans and had a biopsy. I’m exhausted but trying to put on a brave face. 

I’m 28, newly engaged, dreaming of starting a family and planning my wedding. I also suffered a miscarriage last month so feel like I can’t catch a break.

I’m trying to stay positive as I’ve been told blood cancer is very treatable but the ‘what-ifs’ are starting to really affect me. 

Does anybody have any advice on staying positive while waiting for results?