I’m still me , still here somewhere

Diagnosed with lung cancer May 2025, 1st chemo/immuno June 2nd , four days later had a stroke . Luckily still able to walk, just about able to talk, just a bit slower than usual. No more cancer treatment for 6 months due to slow recovery. December 2025 into January 2026 , radiotherapy to the chest, breast bone area . I think that’s the worst decision I’ve ever made … I’m sorry I ever agreed to it and would never ever have it again. Fast forward to today 27 MAY 2026 … I’ve never ever felt so ill , fatigue is unreal, no appetite, weight loss, constant pain . No more treatment planned, respite and palliative care is the next step . I just want one day where I feel ‘normal’ ….. anyone else ???