Terrified of a normal result!

Hi. I recently had a Colonoscopy. Some blood in stools and very bad bowel movements. Diet is rubbish!!

After Colonoscopy they gave me a report of 4 polyps found (not huge) and said I had start of diverticulitis (score 0).. They told me everything was OK and would send polyps away to the lab. 2 weeks later I got an URGENT appointment for a CT scan (abdomen and pelvis).

I am not losing weight (if anything gaining) but very extended belly put down to weight. Recent bilateral open hernia surgery.

I am terrified as I have SOME of the symptoms of cancer but they are conflicting. I am constantly tired but put that down to lack of sleep. I have Complex PTSD, stressed and depressed and constant nightmares..

Finally, I was adopted. My REAL mother did died of bowel cancer. I am not absolutely sure but my Grandad (who I am 99% sure was actually my REAL father) also died of bowel cancer.

I am just praying that they are suspecting something but the result will be negative.

Any suggestions would be very welcome. BTW CT scan is tomorrow (Thursday).

  •  I’m sure they would have told you if they had found cancer like they did with me so if you have not heard you probably need to ask them, I have stage 4 colon cancer , I first was told in May 24 when it was stage 3, I always ask many questions if I’m not sure, and believe me I’ve asked a lot.

    But if they had found cancer I’m sure they would have told you by now, the biopsy would have shown it, it’s a very frustrating and anxious time, I know this isn’t much help but it’s been my experience, you probably won’t get the results of your CT scan for the next 10 days, I find those times really frustrating.

    take care and I do hope it’s not cancer.

  • Good luck for tomorrow. Are your (adoptive) parents still alive?

  • Online in reply to Mary.

    Thank you Mary. No. My adoptive father died about 80 (throat cancer). My adoptive mother died at 50 (brain cancer). BTW it's complicated. When I grew up I assumed my Grandfather was who he was and his daughter was my Mother. When my adoptive parents died I found out that my Grandfather was almost certainly my REAL father. So my adoptive mother was in fact my Sister. I spent just about every holiday with my Grandfather and remember something strange going on. A strange woman..

    I'm 73 so a little worried as I'm getting close to my REAL parents age (who died of bowel cancer) when they died and .past my mothers/sisters age.

    In all what concerns me is I went to my GP because I was having problems down below and there was some blood in my poo. He referred me to the hospital and they made an appointment for 2 weeks later. He did warn me it was urgent..The hospital made an appointment for another 2 weeks for a Colonoscopy. Now 2 weeks later I have the scan.

    It seems strange that everything is quick. I have NEVER been seen for anything so urgently. I cannot help feeling pessimistic that it is something bad. But as I say there is nothing I can do but wait and hope.

    John

  • Hi  Good luck for tomorrow. Like  has said I would have thought they would have said something if they knew, so fingers crossed they are just ruling things out. When they are doing tests and you have no answers it is a worrying time, I remember when I was going through it, just try (and I know it's hard ) To keep busy with things you enjoy. Xx