I’ve got heavy bleeding on and off on HRT at Almost 60 I have multiple other complex chronic health conditions 

severe ME

scoliosis 

osteoarthritis 

Subclinical hyperthyroidism ( Graves ) and suspected Thyroid eye disease p

adhd and severe depression and anxiety including phobic anxiety 

I have severe sensory overload and using screens is painful  from photo phobia and I can’t make this screen dark 

Im very isolafedd and stressed 

im due to go for screening Friday ,I struggle to get out of bed. Due to extreme weakness extreme ex and fatigue. I think it’s possibly that I am burning through progesterone due to thyroid problems that they refuse to treat despite extreme symptoms. I unfdeestand that nit enough when younger I suffered. Frommmenom progesterone can cause break through bleeding l it is very heavy what can I do to reduce it ? When Young I suffered from menoraeghia , needing 6 pints of red blood cells transfusion twice at 20 then put on pill 

I have a phobia of medical procedures especially being penetrated due to sexual trauma and pain phobia worsened by two batholins cysts at entrance to vagina making internal  exams agony 

I have asks for sedation thru have refused

i can jharfky get out of bed let alone get to hospital for all this 

I have no carer as former one was an abuser 

I don’t know how I will cope . O

i live in inaccessible housing ,no wheelchair  and housing and social service been a huge source of chronic stress for so please do not suggest i contact them 

My eyes are burning up writing this 

I feel and l’ok like Im dying 

sorry this i so negative i. Feel overwhelmed and hopeles atm