Hi,just to say how do l cope with Merkel cell carcinoma it’s skin cancer and was on my cheek where ever I looked it was really just in my face !Had 2 operations over 2 months 25 sessions of radio apy still having check ups But I really feel awful because everyone seems to say it’s my own fault for sitting in the sun !!! Which I’ve never done it’s really making me feel awful don’t want people to feel sad just a little understanding how I feel any one else feel like this