Hi
My name is Phil,
I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in 2016 and had bone marrow transplant 2017,
This is not a curable disease unfortunately, they told me the average life expectancy was on average 5 years,so iam doing ok, however I wish I could get on with my life instead of thinking everyday and every night about this ticking time bomb that I have, iam sorry to say it has taken over my life and changed my life.
From being a people person who worked with the public on daily basis,to seeing no-one, friends that I thought were friends have disappeared, I understand people don't know how to handle it or how to talk, especially being a man or men,
So from seeing lots of people to pretty much no-one is hard.