Hello LisaR1870,

I'm sorry to hear this. I can't imagine how this is affecting you and your family, but it's lovely to know that you've got your family and friends behind you. You are certainly not alone in how you're feeling and in situations like this, it's important that you lean on those close to you when you feel you need it. This can help you and those around you process this news. Your medical team are also there to support you and we have information on our website around coping with news that you're dying, which you can refer to at anytime. I think for all of us, it's easier for our heads to runaway with thoughts than it is to stay in the present and make the most of each day, but please be kind to yourself and it's ok if the tears flow sometimes.

I hope this is helpful in some way,

Moderator Anastasia

Thank you so much for replying.  It's just so dark for me right now.  I want to be more positive but, I just can't get there.